Why This Site
Something new in my life.
I guess it all started some 24 years ago, when I was born into this imperfect
world. A struggle awaiting, a fight to become someone. Not a problem for
a strong, intelligent guy like me, I think to myself. and I guess the
fact that it isn't a problem or shouldn't be makes it so much harder to
accept that it is. I'm lost...
I was travelling. South America - 6
months, from town to town. meeting people. Specifically people with no
expectations of me, no perceived pressure to be other than what I am.
That was nice. But sustainable?
Definitely.... I guess.
But always in doubt.
What is right, what is wrong.
What will I regret. Forget living life, until you have, not only realised, but absorbed - body and mind - that living is just that. Living. Any which way.
I'll get there, I'm sure.Well, all these ideas. Projects that can help the world, projects that can help me, my friends, projects that can activate me, engage me in something other than sad, couch-potato-ness, killer moves, mind at work, activation....
I tend to sink. Not do anything. Uncreative, not bothering, because sometimes it all seems like so much hard work. unrewarding.But now is the time to pull out of the doing nothing, and start. Why now?
This is my attempt at writing me. Activating. Moving.... A menu of the day that defines to me my ideas, and hopefully someday will be a starting point towards activation. Something to do, for me.
NOT for my employer, NOT for money, NOT a job, NOT even for fun. But because I need to.
Need to write, think, reflect. Ask all the questions.
It's a start............................................