work: busy i have been, for the past 2 month, perhaps the busiest period
of my life so far. or is that exagerrating? at the very least, we have
been nervous with anticipation, awaiting judgement for one of the biggest
danish internet projects to date. competing with our
rivals, workplace of some of my friends, amongst them per
beining, a guy i respect more than most, for his imminent kindness,
and honesty.
the very same rivals that offered me a great job, at the same time
as icon medialab, a job i declined mainly because i didn't think their
focus was realistic. too much branding on the internet, not enough
focus on inter-disciplinary cooperation, of securing a holistic quality
for our clients and yak, yak, yak....
well, hmmm... does that mean i took the wrong job? maybe, maybe not?
it's a seriously depressing piece of news that the project we threw
so much energy at goes to our competitors, especially since we all have
this gut feeling that our product is better.
enough business, and although those who know we wonder wether I've
thrown away every inkling of a private life, emotions and love of love,
i swear it hasn't happened, yet!
these days are, in general, good to me. working hard, the apartment
in a worse state than ever before, no time to clean, tidy and roam
at home. but in a good way this is.....
at least i'm spending most of my time doing something interesting,
happening, making a difference, if for noone else, at least for those
people i work with. after hours consists of eating out, visiting friends,
and again and constantly pursuing my love of jazz music.
like right now, i'm at work, taking a break from the mundanity
of documenting internet development processes, listening to a
blue note records, groovy jazzy, relaxing compilation.
hmmm... just found a 60 year anniversary blue note jazz compilation,
a 14 cd box set :-) to spend a fortune or not to spend a fortune? that
is the question. spend, says the working bee, save says the backpacker.
spend says the music fan, save says the guy in me who wants to live
a different life. whatever i do, i'll do it 100%, be over with it, smile
at the world and enjoy my party next week, saturday....
at least for now i'll leave you and get back to work, but don't be
surprised if the next time you find yourself in my virtual presence
it'll be to the sound of soft jazz music and a concoction of words that
may in a cinch pass as poetry......