Thoughts about the Site....
It has sort of become a habit of mine, in the short time since I started these raves, to once in a while, Rant about the site as such. Where I want to go with it, what I want to do with it.
I have to say, that as time slowly passes, and I emerge myself deeper and deeper into publishing this slice of my mind, I find myself beliving more and more in my own ability to add something worthwhile to that incredible mass of data that is the WWW.
I'm encouraged by the ease in which I am able to take that slice of my mind to the world. Wether it is read or not, is, in that respect, irrelevant.
It is more the fact that some people are interested, that I can slowly and over time develop ideas, write down the thoughts that initiate said ideas, and maybe in time come to belive in some of them.
To truly belive, not only that the idea is viable. Not only that it is possible, but that it is possible for me. That I can take that idea, and with some time and energy make it true. Also that in making it true, I will be true to myself, make myself feel worthwhile, and by that very act renew my belief in what I do.
Sometimes I do sound terribly depressing, and what is worse, holy! Even to myself. Well I guess that is who and what I am.
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Well, the truth is, the more time I spwend thinking, the more I come to believe in this page. In my pet projects: The Worth While Web and CultureShock, in the future, my ability to create something good, and to work with something I belive in. To travel, to fight, to have passion for what I do.
I'm thinking about asking my boss to for a part-time job again. The sort of 20-25 hours week I worked while studying. Giving me time to try the Worth While Web Idea on for size. To find soem organisations out there, who are interested, to write some e-mails to some people arouind the world. In short to try myself on something that is mine.
I realize I will need to develop the ideas behind it, into something more precise, concise, direct. Something smaller that huge. Something I can handle, and first of all something I can present to others in a paragraph, and make them understand....
I think I'll spend some hours thinking about these things while I'm away in Austria....
Until then. Enjoy yourselves, everyone, and I'll be back in around 10 days.